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Dearest grieving Mumma,
I’ve been feeling the need to reach out just to check in with you….as you know even visiting these posts is just too confronting, the need to be here as these saddest, angry Mumma’s now…..I looked at your darling scout and she’d many tears with you…..everyday I wake in the most horrible disbelief, and go around crying this just can’t be real….
The aching for my girl just churns my whole being, I’m just outside with my archer all day ( I don’t know if you know we home Ed since the beginning)…..
I feel deeply every anguished word you speak, deeply honouring our pain….
I’m finding the difference between my partner and I really crushing, that he does not understand and gets sort of panicky with me also the lack of any understanding around me has really been so damaging to my self worth …..so thank you for your words of encouragement as I’m still yet to find anyone who is allowing me…..
So I wanted to mention I’ve also decided to get Joanne’s book, and have you watched any of her you tube talks? I did and found her words spoke to me deeply, we are by feeling it all right, by staying in our horrific pain ….doing as devoted Mummas do following our hearts….thank you also! for speaking your truth it’s helped me immensely and everyone here, you are a raw beauty…
Much love for you everyday
Deb