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Hello dear grieving Mumma,
Thank you so much for your wise words. I’m just so terribly broken and finding it so impossible, yes hurtling through space! I’m so glad you’ve another Mumma who can be with you, who can offer you some comfort to bare this unbelievable horror…I find I’m incapable of sharing still, I’ve had too much lack of understanding around me and I think it’s made me more shut off from people….you have 2 boys and hubby I’ve 1 boy and hubby, I’m finding them just being sort of normal and I’m the only one here that’s really emotional and so struggling, that’s a really lonely place to be….I’ve had such a loving caring bond with my children, we’ve never been apart (home Ed) Sayge my daughter sure 19 (just) but a little girl at heart so full of joy always!making gifts for special occasions or outside on our small farm caring for all our many animals she and her brother love so much and not into the trappings of the world, so so close my best friend…my dearest companion.like you I can’t even comprehend this, can’t imagine how to survive…every morning I wake in tears, every night impossible to sleep without holding her, rocking her like every day we did saying nigh night sleep with all my love sweetheart…my whole existance was about my children, who are we without our beautiful daughters, our future, all that we were to share, impossible pain my friend…
I have only dysfunction in our families so no support there, friends come n go back to their normal, really no one I think this makes it harder, praying for another family (bereaved) that may just want to be with us….
Love to you for enduring another day sweet Mumma
XxDeb