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I lost my 8 year old Staffy on Saturday and I’m feeling devastated. She became unwell, but I thought she would just spring back as she always did. I stayed up through the night monitoring her but knew something was very wrong. I took her to the emergency vet and she had a cancer that was bleeding into her abdomen so she was put to sleep. I can’t shake the gut wrenching feelings of guilt that I left her in so much pain for too long before acting. Im ashamed that her last hours on earth were horrific for her and I waited for far too long to help her. I miss her terribly, she played a part in almost every part of my home life and filled a huge void for me as I wasn’t able to have children. I haven’t been to work, my appetite has gone and I just lay on the lounge. I’m just so sad and ashamed of myself. Not sure how to move forward.
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