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Hi, I’m new to these forums. It’s been two weeks since I lost my father and I’m really struggling. My dad got COVID and was sick in hospital for over 2 months where my family had two close calls. He stabilized and was transfered to a nursing home and within an hour was found unconscious. When we realized treatment wasn’t going work I was by my dad’s bedside for 6 days until he passed. Over the past 3 months I have said goodbye to my dad over 3 times.
I have been a mess ever since. I’m haunted with visions of what he looked like in his final days. My health since then hasn’t been great either. After the funeral I got an infected tooth and needed to get emergency treatment. I’m juggling young kids, a partner who has been amazing but has had no time with me while this has been happening and then trying to think about returning to work. My mother is not coping at all and whenever I talk to her she breaks my heart and I just cry.
I feel so lost and not sure how I move forward or keep things together for my family when I have this deep sadness inside of me.
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