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My husband ran over our 10 year old staffy accidentally last week who was my soul mate.. my shadow. I have been beside myself in tears every day.. I cry going to sleep.. I wake up crying.. I miss him so much.. I cry at work.. I’m so sad.. our house feels so empty.. I’m sure my family and friends think I should be over it a little by now.. he was my love and I can’t believe I’m not going to see his eyes looking at me with unconditional love ever again.. we had our own language.. he understood everything I said.. I’d say kiss and he’d give me a smooch on my cheek.. ever morning I’d wake up and say hello my love.. I look around the yard now and I look for him.. I knew where he’d be sunning himself.. I hear noises and think it’s him.. I have visions of his final moments as I was there.. I can’t get it out of my head.. I can’t blame my husband but at the same time I wish he would have been more present and scanned the yard as I did before taking off.. saying where are you Rocco.. please how do I stop feeling so depressed?
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