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Two weeks ago I had to put down my best friend a half giant/lapine bunny. Almost 7 years I had her since I could hold her in my hand and walk around with her in my hoodie pocket. She was indoor almost always. She moved with me when I broke up with my ex. I’m aware I probably bonded with her due to abandonment issues but I loved this bunny so much. She was my emotional regulator she was my reason to live. She loved me unconditionally. This winter she had been getting unwell, I had taken her to the vet 2.5 weeks ago and she had a absesss under her ear. I refused to let her be in any more pain. She gave me 7 years of unconditional love and warmth. I haven’t cried since the day she passed. I try to feel my emotions, name them but I block them out without realising. I am numb but I want to cry. My cat is looking at me and is looking sad. I’m sad. But Im dead inside. I spent the last week in a PARC respite and now back home. I can smell her. I just needed to tell someone this, if you read this thankyou 🏼 Sincerely, J
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