Hiya, got a an old ginger cat staring at me, turn the music down, give me a warm lap right now.
I will soon, just need to catch my breath first, sorry, crying is exhausting and I need some escape from my head.
This house was always full of music, the sound of childrens’ laughter, he’s just forgotten, but I have not.
A friend of mine called today (mother of my sons best friend) she just got back from a well-deserved holiday,
looking forward to having a virtual holiday via her photos. I enjoyed having a little chat, feel less invisible.
But the ‘ how are you ? ” well I cry all day, everyday, wouldn’t you if your baby died ?
There is no relief from this ever, I’m just trying to be a good human being, before we meet again xxx