Thank you Laje,
For your kindness, Sundays! always my Sayge’s favourite day, so I struggle more those days, no scary phone calls from scary people, I still shake when my partners ph rings even though he’s changed the tone….
Thankyou for your encouragement however I must say I’m nowhere near memory lane, as it’s all like knives cutting me up inside at the moment, and my despair and disbelief that this could even be real crushes me in every moment….i am so thankful to have this space and feel surrounded by those that truely understand, thank you all for helping me to feel safe here.
Thank you dear Moon always for your comfort and those songs are all what we’ve loved together though like every aspect of everything now just too damn painful to listen…
Talk soon and let’s just keep enduring