Reply To: Buried my son on xmas eve

[debsayge]

Hello dear Moon,
Geez you area brave lady, I suppose we just never know how or where we are gonna freak out, and being the private lady you seem you would’ve held all that!! Until now, just let it gush I imagine your heart breaking in that intolerable time…..I’ve actually been meaning to write to you all week but it’s been soooo heavy I just couldn’t….I’ve been completely abandoned by someone whom I thought would never!!!and you think you know people!!! It’s just shattered the tiny bit of confidence and trust I had !!! Plus the support I needed…Been feeling just sooo depressed and similarly I’ve been getting all sorts of flashes (not that I’m ever out of it) of horrors which really kick me when I’m already down ….I see people saying the waves of grief are hard work I think though mine is a tsunami constantly ….
I wanted to say how increadably beautiful the words you posted and yes really shows your sons shining heart …..thankyou for sharing
Love to you getting through another hard day
XxDeb