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I know exactly how you feel.
My wife died from Covid earlier this year. She was just 45.
Fine on Monday, but tested positive… a little worse on Tuesday and then between me checking on her ( Less than an hour) on Wednesday morning, I found her on the floor…
I did CPR for almost 20 minutes before help arrived.
Now she’s gone … and I’m so lost … and alone…
The nights are the worst… the tigers come at night, with their voices soft as thunder…
I’m trying to find purpose and meaning… exercising hard for the endorphins… eating right … but I’m just going through the motions each day…
She was my everything…