I lost my older sister yesterday and I am completely lost.
My younger sister paces and grabs her head, and I am trying not to lose my mind.
I’m anxious, frustrated, and angry… I suppose all the cliche things I am meant to be.
I feel angry that I am everything I am supposed to be, I feel angry at cancer for waltzing in and taking her, and I feel angry that the world keeps going.
Sorry, I do not know where to begin, what to say, or how. I lost my father four years ago but I never felt this way. I have no idea how to deal with anything.