Dear @dpowell3840, it sounds like you are really struggling with feelings of being misunderstood and rejected. Sometimes you just need to be with people who ‘get you’ and this is usually through shared experience. So perhaps a support group would be helpful. If you would like some referrals for groups or organisations near you please feel free to reach out to us at firstname.lastname@example.org. We will do our best to connect you with further support.