Don’t know if this is a common experience or not. I had to go to the shops this morning with my daughter to get a few groceries as we were running out of things. They were shops my husband and myself had been to literally hundreds of times and it all felt so normal, but not. It was almost like an out of body experience and I almost expected to see my husband appear. It is hard to see other people getting on with their lives and happy couples etc doing things like having coffee together – why not me? No answers to that of course.