im sorry to hear about your loss. it must have been horrible to lose your wife just 9 days short of your anniversary.
i think its hard to make friends when we are grieving. i struggle with making friends too. There are many “people that i know” but i dont feel close to them. i think because i was close to my loved one who died also.
maybe i need to put myself out there more, be more vulnerable with others. i tend to put on a strong front most of the time. hmm… you have given me a lot to think about and reflect on for myself, so thank you.
you said you want some type of normal back. i wonder what would normal look like for you at this time?