Thank you for your replies. Nothing has changed for me, if anything it’s worse because it’s hit the kids and me of course how permanent his death is. He’s never coming home and we won’t ever see him again. Our life is over.
I contacted the Australian centre for grief and bereavement however they are only free to Victorian’s, to every one else it’s $225 for 50 mins, so that’s not an option for me.
There is no positive life for me any more. Day by day, minute by minute for a terrible lonely life, scary, frightening and hopeless life for the rest of my life. I’m not interested in that kind of new normal forever life. Why would anyone want to live this kind of life. Nothing can change for me.
Glad things have improved some for others on this page. wishing you all the best as you continue dealing with your grief abd new lives. 🌿🌸