Thank you all for the kind words and support. My heart is broken at the loss of my beautiful wife and soulmate Susie. As we go through this journey of life, some us are lucky to find that one special person who complements us and makes us full of love for that person that we would put them ahead of ourselves. I won the lottery with Susie. Every day was an adventure with her. Our personalities were complete opposites – hers outgoing, happy and cheerful, mine more reserved. She was an amazing woman and I am eternally grateful that she was in my life. At least I have beautiful memories of her that I will treasure forever.
I have gotten comfort from both people here as well as people at work who have suffered a loss of their partner and realise I am not alone. It is a case of one day at a time for me.