I am so sad to hear about the loss of your beloved daughter. I’ve experienced great loss myself but not of a child, and as a mother I can only imagine the intense pain that would cause.
It sounds like you’re being incredibly strong for your oldest daughter, despite everything you’re going through. It’s wonderful that you’re there for each other.
I’m sorry you experienced a breakdown and I’m glad you were able to find help at the hospital. How are you feeling now?
I hope you’ve found other people who can relate to your loss and support you.