I am so sorry for your loss, I cannot imagine what you are going through. I understand your pain, as I recently lost my daughter as well. I couldn’t feel any movement day before Christmas Eve so I went to the hospital, only to be told after three different scans that they couldn’t find a heart beat. She was almost 28 weeks and she was my first child. I gave birth to her day after Boxing day and going through all that, only to know she isn’t alive, was the most excruciating pain I will ever feel. What cam be worse than that is hearing and seeing my mother hold her in her arms and cry. Something I will need a long time to recover from.
Best advice I was given was to take each day at time, and that is something I am working on.