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I lost my mum on the 1st of June this year. I had tried calling her over two days and was starting to get worried why she was not answering. We live a about an hour drive away. I had this sickening feeling that things were were not ok. My fear of finding her was heightened.
I arrived at her home and the door was open and the radio going. I went in as she had not locked the front door. The house was ice cold, I found her on her bed.
I can’t get that image out of my head. I shook her telling her to wake up but she was stiff and cold. I went outside to my husband and he knew by my face that she was gone.
I thought I was ok after nearly 5 weeks off and back to work but clearly, I am not. This week I realised that I have not grieved enough and am back feeling like it just happened again.
I thought that keeping myself busy would help but I think that I have made it worse. Any ideas or thoughts would be appreciated.
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