My name is Mel and I have two daughters, Kymbalyn 25 & Shanya forever 19 9 months & 6 days old. She was stolen from me and her sister by a 65yr man who fell asleep at the wheel and just slowly head straight into her head on. It took 44 minutes for her to pass. I wasn't notified until about 5 hours later by my eldest daughter out and her father already knew and didn't have the guts to ring me instead he made our eldest come and tell me that my youngest was going. I'm really struggling. She's so much that I actually lost touch with reality. I was living in my own world and telling people things were weren't true but as far as I knew that they were. I had created this world in my head and I was convinced that it was real. All this time I've been trying to figure out how to live without my daughter instead I now realise that I should be living for the daughter I still have. But as a single mum who raised both my girls on my own it was just the three of us and now there's just two of us. I now live alone and I'm very proud of my oldest daughter but I'm struggling even more because she's not here reminding me that she is still here with me. I'm looking for another mum in a similar situation because only she can understand what it's like. I know that it is different for every body but this literally ripped my heart and I've don't even feel my heartbeat anymore. I am seeking professional help but I just desperately long to talk to another mum.