Losing my Beautiful girl Lady

[samc]

A couple of days ago I lost my best friend and my first baby. Her name was Lady and she was British bulldog with a bit of staffy in her and she was turning 13 this year. The hardest thing for me was that I was the one who found her and she had already passed. I keep asking myself if only I had been there an hour earlier or half an hour earlier. I know I can’t be thinking like that and I knew she was getting old and the time would eventually come but I never wanted to believe it would happen so soon. She was struggling to walk because of her arthritis and we thought she may have also had some doggy dementia. I’m so thankful for her as she was beside me always when I was at home. I’ve been suffering through back pain for many years and she was always by my bedside when I couldn’t get up and move around. When a lot of friends dropped away she was my constant best buddy and I’m devastated that she’s no longer here. The mornings when I first get up are the hardest because I would always walk into the kitchen and she would be there usually snoring away on her favourite pillow. I miss by buddy so much

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