Reply To: Suicide of estranged father, left with Narcissistic mother

Thank you all for replying. I wish I could thank you in person. A kind word from a stranger means so much. 6 months on, i have been dealing with interfering relatives. My cousin is trying to take my mum & her house, she already got dads car & my aunts seem to be protecting my own mum from me. The things they say & do makes me ponder for hours after. Its really messed up my head. I want to look after mum but whenever i think about the whole thing, it feels like a dark cloud hovering over my head. I m afraid that i ll never be able to get away from it. I still avoid thinking about dad because i start to feel sick. I cant go there yet. Theres to many issues to deal with right now. My husband has been better. He now listens & seems to be supportive which was all i really wanted. His started helping with the kids alittle. Now his got a tumour in his cheek. Its been a really difficult year.