Grief & Pregnancy

Hello @grahamj. I’m so sorry to hear about the loss of your father and the multiple sources of stress that you are going through. It’s tough enough being pregnant without having to go through grief at the same time and support others in their time of grief. It sounds like you are feeling overwhelmed and anxious which is understandable. It’s normal to want to not think about a loved one dying when you have witnessed it, but I encourage you to be gentle with your mind and allow yourself to remember your father’s passing and let your feelings flow. This is of course very difficult and it can help if you talk with others about your memory of what happened and about your grief. While some people might struggle to hear you, there is usually someone who can sit with you at such times and support you. This could be a friend or family member (even your mum who needs to think about and feel her grief as well) or someone like a counsellor or psychologist. You are welcome to call the Helpline at Griefline to discuss what you are going through (ph: 1300 845 745). I recommend you also look at our website which has lots of information about grief. On our website you can also look at our support group for those impacted by Voluntary Assisted Dying. Given you are pregnant and going through so much with your grief and given you have a history of depression, it might be a good idea to link in with a peri-natal counsellor, psychologist or psychiatrist (perinatal means during and after pregnancy). Your GP or midwife clinic should be able to give you some recommendations for professionals who work in the area. There are also pregnancy helplines such as the Pregnancy, Birth and Baby helpline through Healthdirect (ph: 1800 882 436). Your husband might benefit from such services as well. Your growing baby won’t be affected by your sadness as it’s safe and happy and protected. But it is important that you are able to process your grief and develop strategies to manage your mood so that you can prepare for and enjoy your baby. You don’t have to cope perfectly (there is no such thing!) and it is normal to continue grieving and gradually adjust to and process your grief over time, but please try to get some help and support at this difficult time. Good on you for reaching out to the Griefline community. Please keep in touch on this forum. There are many people here for you. Another organisation that might be helpful is Grief Australia (www.grief.org.au). Take care. I wish you well.