Thank you for sharing this with the community. I am deeply saddened to hear about the loss of your bunny. It sounds like you two shared a very special bond, and that she has supported you through some difficult times in your life.
It’s completely normal that you’re experiencing some challenges with managing your emotions at this time. What you’re going through at the moment is your unique and natural response to grief, and while it may feel daunting right now, things will begin to shift and become more bearable.
Reaching out for support can help you to feel less alone during in this experience. You have taken a great step by reaching out to other people for support, and I truly hope that you’re able to find connections with others who identify with what you have shared. Do you have anyone close to you who you could talk to? Please feel free to also call the Griefline Helpline at 1300 845 745 to talk.