Thankyou to this community. Love & Strength to All xx The information about my feelings on the “inside” is amazing to know Thankyou xx I have read the post you suggested it is so helpful to hear how other people have come through where I am just starting to go through. I am 2yrs away from age pension so for now I have sort support financially & maybe getting back to work through centralink. My first Appt was daunting as I haven’t used this system for nearly 20yrs, staff were really good they have also included some time with a social worker for my next Appt as I became emotional at this interview. They said I had done good with what I had to do on the government website. My confidence is not where it could be yet. I feel this is the very start of my new life without my partner. Missing them to talk to about everything is very real. My partner had the best Hugs & I am missing them more than ever. I am starting some voluntary work this coming week I went from my interview & once I composed myself thought ok let’s do this the social aspect alone will be good for me. So I am on this mysterious road taking it one step at a time Scary but necessary ? I am still writing in my journal.. healthwise I am good…it is anxiety & emotions that are a challenge for me.
Love & Strength love Jean & Tiki my Dog who is there for my every emotion xx